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I just experienced an epiphany.
It has dawned upon me that we can't be friends.
After all the time spent mulling over possibilities, it is all so clear now.
The light has made it impossible to ignore the manifestation of circumstances.
I should have listened to my little grey cells priorly.
It should have hit me sooner.
we should have been friends first before we were almost lovers.
Perhaps time will come and blow things over.
But until that time arrives, I really can't be your friend.
It is just too unfair...