I Want to "Esc-a-pay"

There's something about being 30 000 feet above sea level.

It's an escape from life, but not death.

And that's where I want to be.

For now.

30 000 feet above sea level.

I'm Sorry Too

And despite everything, we remain the best of friends.

Re-experiencing History

History repeats itself because it is allowed the time and space it had forgotten.

Or perhaps, Experience just wasn't a very good teacher.

I Need Distance

I like the distance between us.

I need it...
to breathe easier
to appreciate you better
to love you more than I should
to sometimes forget you
to be able to miss you

I need the distance between us
for you to want to love me

I need the distance between us
for me to know you love me

I need distance from you
to be completely compos mentis

I'm A Dreamer

I dance for laughter,
I dance for tears,
I dance for madness,
I dance for fears,
I dance for hopes,
I dance for screams,
I am the dancer,
I create the dreams.

I'm Okay

These last 2 weeks have been anything but a dream. And no, I do not mean they weren't great. I mean exactly otherwise. Funny how we always assume dreams are perfect, cause they really aren't in reality.

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I love my life. The reality of it. It's not perfect but I can live with that.

I will never have that perfect family portrait, but I'll be okay.

I will never have that perfect body, so I'll learn to accept what God has given me.

I will never smell the way you smell, and I'm glad I don't so I can appreciate your scent.

I will never be as close to you as I wish I could, but I guess distance makes the heart grow fonder.

I will never be the most feminine person, but I hope people will accept me the way I am.

I will never live the life of others I envy, and I think I'd rather not.

I love my life just the way it is, and I thank God for that.