I'm in a very foul mood and I just feel like lashing out at somebody.
Will someone be my punching bag?
I'm begging.
Saturday, January 31, 2009
Nothing Personal
I "feel" I'm a lil too sarcastic for my own good sometimes...and I'm sorry to those who find themselves at the receiving end of my sarcastic remarks.
Although, I'm pretty sure you gave me reason to be sarcastic in the first place.
Heh.
Although, I'm pretty sure you gave me reason to be sarcastic in the first place.
Heh.
Friday, January 30, 2009
Human
I don't think I could consider someone who places the importance of his/her dog (pet) before his/her friends a friend.
Could you?
Could you?
Sunday, January 18, 2009
I Got The Blues
The last thing you'd want after a full meal is to have to eat your own words.
A day after I write that I will not be updating much, I go on and publish three posts (including this). Not that the previous two can be considered proper posts, but still, updates nonetheless.
There is no real objective in this post other than to try and explain my current emotions to myself. It has been a rather solemn week. (I'm really writing just for therapeutic reasons.) I'm not one to take departures easily, hence I feel overwhelmed by a sense of void. I listen to songs that I shouldn't be listening to, knowingly they would only amplify my current state of emotions.
As an aspiring writer, I'm dismayed that I'm unable to describe what I'm feeling. And my limited vocabulary isn't helping either. I want to understand the way I feel but I can't get my head around it. Most of the time I just feel glum when I really don't want to be, but I can't help feeling the way I do. That's probably the reason why I often find myself craving for a fix of alcohol lately. Although, I really ought to be more sensible, cause as much as alcohol makes a wonderful servant, it can be quite a cruel master.
p/s: Consoling oneself with emo songs is formula for a bleeding heart.
A day after I write that I will not be updating much, I go on and publish three posts (including this). Not that the previous two can be considered proper posts, but still, updates nonetheless.
There is no real objective in this post other than to try and explain my current emotions to myself. It has been a rather solemn week. (I'm really writing just for therapeutic reasons.) I'm not one to take departures easily, hence I feel overwhelmed by a sense of void. I listen to songs that I shouldn't be listening to, knowingly they would only amplify my current state of emotions.
As an aspiring writer, I'm dismayed that I'm unable to describe what I'm feeling. And my limited vocabulary isn't helping either. I want to understand the way I feel but I can't get my head around it. Most of the time I just feel glum when I really don't want to be, but I can't help feeling the way I do. That's probably the reason why I often find myself craving for a fix of alcohol lately. Although, I really ought to be more sensible, cause as much as alcohol makes a wonderful servant, it can be quite a cruel master.
p/s: Consoling oneself with emo songs is formula for a bleeding heart.
Breaking The Fourth Wall
My brother asked for my opinion last night on whether I thought the collar of his shirt looked too big.
"A bit la," I replied.
Now that's what I call a breakthrough in communication.
"A bit la," I replied.
Now that's what I call a breakthrough in communication.
Saturday, January 17, 2009
Filler #1
Save to say you won't be expecting any updates from me for a while cause I'm busy wrapping up my summer course and the rest of the time that I have for myself, I need to spend it recuperating.
My past three weeks have been nothing short of fun. I visited three states within the span of a week. I had more alcohol to drink within those three weeks than I had in the whole of 2008. I learned that it is possible to get drunk on beer. I also learned that I'm much better at Taboo when I'm a sheet in the wind's eye. I found kinship with an alcohol called Jägermeister which seems probable of overthrowing my current master, Vodka. And well, the fatigue of the past three weeks has finally caught up with me. Lately, I awake every day only to be greeted by Lethargy. It could be a symptom of some sort of disease but I'm no hypochondriac, so I won't be probing into that any further. Or perhaps, I'm just getting old. You'll know that age isn't just a number when you start to feel it. Heh.
Anyway, Procrastination is proving to be a tough foe to fight off and is once again winning most of the battles. Although I must say, they have mostly been rather one-sided. The deadline for my final report is next Wednesday, and I cannot allow Procrastination to hold me up any longer. I will march onto the battlefield, with guns blazing, and take Procrastination head on! *RAWR!* This might get ugly.
My past three weeks have been nothing short of fun. I visited three states within the span of a week. I had more alcohol to drink within those three weeks than I had in the whole of 2008. I learned that it is possible to get drunk on beer. I also learned that I'm much better at Taboo when I'm a sheet in the wind's eye. I found kinship with an alcohol called Jägermeister which seems probable of overthrowing my current master, Vodka. And well, the fatigue of the past three weeks has finally caught up with me. Lately, I awake every day only to be greeted by Lethargy. It could be a symptom of some sort of disease but I'm no hypochondriac, so I won't be probing into that any further. Or perhaps, I'm just getting old. You'll know that age isn't just a number when you start to feel it. Heh.
Anyway, Procrastination is proving to be a tough foe to fight off and is once again winning most of the battles. Although I must say, they have mostly been rather one-sided. The deadline for my final report is next Wednesday, and I cannot allow Procrastination to hold me up any longer. I will march onto the battlefield, with guns blazing, and take Procrastination head on! *RAWR!* This might get ugly.
Monday, January 12, 2009
사랑해
Yoboseyo | Juju | Sarang hae mahn ee mahn ee | Always & forever | Mad farny yo! | Slut! | Oh Tiff... | Can't spell slut without U! | "I guess." | Can't spell awesome without ME! | Agiya | "Before it's on the radio, it's on AOL." | "Cool down, down, don't act a fool now, now." I always act a fool oww oww. Ain't nothing new now now. | "AOL Music, first listen." | Jagiya | "Yes." | Boys call you sexy (What's up, sexy) | "Music on demand." | A red one...konvict...GaGa. | Teh kok tek | You're damn terrible. | Coolios. | Imma | Po Lakshmanan | Somethin' somethin' somethin', 'Stack That Cheese'. Mother, sister, cousin, 'Stack That Cheese'. He couldn't think of nothin', 'Stack That Cheese'. | New Folder | "I'm the blower, you're the catcher." | Peace out, home slice! | Nado sarang hae mahn ee mahn ee | Forever & alwaysYour whining, your complaining, your narcissism, your bimboness, your niggerness, I miss it all.
But mostly, I miss you.
It will be soon before long till I see you again, I hope.
Love always,
Juju
Friday, January 02, 2009
The Itinerary
Now: Pack my bag
3pm: Bus leaves for Penang
Saturday, 3 January:
Eat my heart out
Sunday, 4 January:
Board a ferry to Langkawi
Monday, 5 January:
Sun, soak & tan!
Tuesday, 6 Jarnuary:
Board the earliest ferry out of Langkawi
5pm: Head back to KL
Till then,
xoxo!
3pm: Bus leaves for Penang
Saturday, 3 January:
Eat my heart out
Sunday, 4 January:
Board a ferry to Langkawi
Monday, 5 January:
Sun, soak & tan!
Tuesday, 6 Jarnuary:
Board the earliest ferry out of Langkawi
5pm: Head back to KL
Till then,
xoxo!
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