Sunday, May 18, 2008

Is It Too Late To Get Off?

[Inspired by Janoz's 'Twenty Years Later' entry.]

I can't probably say the same things as you, Jan.

Not at this point in my life;

Where the ground below me seems so shaky.

1 year, 5 months and 3 weeks later...

I find myself at a similar crossroad where I once was

...8 months ago.

1 year, 5 months and 3 weeks later...

I realise I've been riding on the wrong track.

Clueless about where I'm heading.

Clueless about what I'm doing.


Yet I know I'm on the wrong track.

Riding one that goes against my passion.

My joy.

My personality.


I am unhappy.

But is it all too late?

Too late to rectify the past?

To correct my decisions?

I am miserable.

Will I still be, twenty years later?


Anonymous said...

Sometimes, It's not about what you could, but it's what you would...

Ju said...

Touché. =)

But when decisions are so huge, it's scary and maybe even risky taking that leap of faith.

I don't know.

Maybe I haven't really thought about what's holding me back. So I guess I should probably start there.

Anyway, whoever you are, THANKS!

sujiiee said...

its never too late babe :) feeling lost might be a blessing in disguise. Just think of it as a moment to rediscover yourself even better =)

Tiffany Toh said...

you okay juju?

love ya